Okay. To-do list time.
-Take TOP Pictures
-Put out TOP
-Revise LR chapters 3/4
-Put out LR 2
-Clean Room LOL
I’ve got one thing I’m not sure about regarding TOP. I’ve got over 37 pages in Word, and I’m not sure that’s going to fit in two parts. So… that leaves the possibility of redividing it into three parts, or releasing another chapter and soon thereafter releasing a two-part story arc conclusion. Would you guys mind waiting another week or two (slash possibly more, depending on how long I work on the season finale) between 13 and the two part 14? I know it’s annoying, since I made this huge to-do about how 13 was going to be super huge and super awesome, but that’s just the way things are looking with the length being what it is.
I swear it will be worth it! (At least, I hope so. ;D) This is my favourite TOP part EVER, so hopefully you’ll feel it worth waiting for. =D We shall see what happens.
PS: I’ve calmed down since the last post, needless to say. A nice twelve-hour sleep totally refreshed me.
Ever get sick of being the bad guy just for having an opinion? Yeah. Sometimes I wonder, as a society, how much we hide our lack of spines behind “politeness” and not being “disagreeable.” Is it weird to live in an atmosphere where “freedom of speech” is encouraged, yet you’re constantly in fear of being shut away because your opinions might not be what everyone wants to hear?
I mean, I don’t sugarcoat. And I’m not going to apologize for that. I take some things probably too personally. But if someone attacks me or my best friends, I’m not going to take it lying down. And if I don’t like someone, I’m not going to lie to them and drip sugar over everything I say. Nor am I going to do anything underhandedly vicious unless they’ve preemptively struck me. No, I only defend myself. So as far as I’m concerned, if I get kicked out of anything, be it any sort of community, because I’m not willing to shut up and “turn the other cheek” or something like that, then so be it. Just shows you how fucked up things really are.
Oh, and I’ve had it up to “here” with people telling me to “be the better person” and just not say anything. As far as I’m concerned, letting people tread all over me without a word in edgewise isn’t being a “better” person. Perhaps a stupider one. But definitely not morally right. I mean, I hate to say it, but a lot of people with that mantra end up being the ones taken advantage of constantly. If you don’t want to be used as a doormat, sometimes you just have to say “no more mrs. nice guy.”
I’m not apologizing. I don’t regret, and I won’t. I’m not a bad person, believe it or not. I’m just human, and I recognize my limits, and I won’t under any circumstances put up with people acting like shitheads to me and then trying to make me look bad for defending myself.
And I’m not naming any names, but this is just my general mantra. So if you have any questions, refer to this. I’m not repeating myself.