Ever get sick of being the bad guy just for having an opinion? Yeah. Sometimes I wonder, as a society, how much we hide our lack of spines behind “politeness” and not being “disagreeable.” Is it weird to live in an atmosphere where “freedom of speech” is encouraged, yet you’re constantly in fear of being shut away because your opinions might not be what everyone wants to hear?
I mean, I don’t sugarcoat. And I’m not going to apologize for that. I take some things probably too personally. But if someone attacks me or my best friends, I’m not going to take it lying down. And if I don’t like someone, I’m not going to lie to them and drip sugar over everything I say. Nor am I going to do anything underhandedly vicious unless they’ve preemptively struck me. No, I only defend myself. So as far as I’m concerned, if I get kicked out of anything, be it any sort of community, because I’m not willing to shut up and “turn the other cheek” or something like that, then so be it. Just shows you how fucked up things really are.
Oh, and I’ve had it up to “here” with people telling me to “be the better person” and just not say anything. As far as I’m concerned, letting people tread all over me without a word in edgewise isn’t being a “better” person. Perhaps a stupider one. But definitely not morally right. I mean, I hate to say it, but a lot of people with that mantra end up being the ones taken advantage of constantly. If you don’t want to be used as a doormat, sometimes you just have to say “no more mrs. nice guy.”
I’m not apologizing. I don’t regret, and I won’t. I’m not a bad person, believe it or not. I’m just human, and I recognize my limits, and I won’t under any circumstances put up with people acting like shitheads to me and then trying to make me look bad for defending myself.
And I’m not naming any names, but this is just my general mantra. So if you have any questions, refer to this. I’m not repeating myself.
I think I hate about 80% of the people at the Hangout. Ahaha. I’m such a callous bitch it hurts.
PS: I’ve been off my Prozac lately, so ph34r with great ph34r. You’ve been warned.
PPS: No, nothing “happened.” I didn’t pull a Stella. I just got busy and decided I was wasting space as a mod. Kay? Does that clear it up? Yes. Good. Sorry it’s such a boring situation. If I had known so many people would be interested, I would have gone out with a bang and deleted everyone’s Perfect Match entries. (Ahahaha. Just kidding. Ish.)
