Ever get sick of being the bad guy just for having an opinion? Yeah. Sometimes I wonder, as a society, how much we hide our lack of spines behind “politeness” and not being “disagreeable.” Is it weird to live in an atmosphere where “freedom of speech” is encouraged, yet you’re constantly in fear of being shut away because your opinions might not be what everyone wants to hear?
I mean, I don’t sugarcoat. And I’m not going to apologize for that. I take some things probably too personally. But if someone attacks me or my best friends, I’m not going to take it lying down. And if I don’t like someone, I’m not going to lie to them and drip sugar over everything I say. Nor am I going to do anything underhandedly vicious unless they’ve preemptively struck me. No, I only defend myself. So as far as I’m concerned, if I get kicked out of anything, be it any sort of community, because I’m not willing to shut up and “turn the other cheek” or something like that, then so be it. Just shows you how fucked up things really are.
Oh, and I’ve had it up to “here” with people telling me to “be the better person” and just not say anything. As far as I’m concerned, letting people tread all over me without a word in edgewise isn’t being a “better” person. Perhaps a stupider one. But definitely not morally right. I mean, I hate to say it, but a lot of people with that mantra end up being the ones taken advantage of constantly. If you don’t want to be used as a doormat, sometimes you just have to say “no more mrs. nice guy.”
I’m not apologizing. I don’t regret, and I won’t. I’m not a bad person, believe it or not. I’m just human, and I recognize my limits, and I won’t under any circumstances put up with people acting like shitheads to me and then trying to make me look bad for defending myself.
And I’m not naming any names, but this is just my general mantra. So if you have any questions, refer to this. I’m not repeating myself.
I think I hate about 80% of the people at the Hangout. Ahaha. I’m such a callous bitch it hurts.
PS: I’ve been off my Prozac lately, so ph34r with great ph34r. You’ve been warned.
PPS: No, nothing “happened.” I didn’t pull a Stella. I just got busy and decided I was wasting space as a mod. Kay? Does that clear it up? Yes. Good. Sorry it’s such a boring situation. If I had known so many people would be interested, I would have gone out with a bang and deleted everyone’s Perfect Match entries. (Ahahaha. Just kidding. Ish.)
Filed under: Faye
…and I enjoy buttzholz pleazurez.
That is all.
Filed under: DDR, Loathsome Rapture, Perfect Match, Tears of the Phoenix, food
I’ve been teh lazy. Yes. Well, not much to report in Fayeland. I’m getting ready to work on TOP 12, although I’ve still got some gaps in the storyline to fill in before I begin shooting. I’ve also been working a bit on LR, and I’ve so far gotten four chapters of it out. Expect the fifth sometime in the not-so-far future. And it’s at about chapter 6-7 that things really pick up. Oh yes.
I’m having a strange craving for both cheese and hot dogs, and I’m not sure why. Yeah. I’m weird like that. Last night I just had to make myself some Velveeta at 3 AM. A craving is a cruel mistress. >__> But yeah, since you’re probably not interested in what I eat, I’ll move on…
I’m really excited about Perfect Match! It’s gotten a lot of responses, and I’m thinking this could be the newest HNTM, as far as popularity and board spirit goes! It’s going to be so much fun, and I’m just thrilled to see what Lisha has planned for the competition. The part I like about it is that there’s also an element of writing in it, since their backstories and character personalities are so important. ^__^ One thing I did notice is that the guys have yet to join, unless I’ve overlooked a few. I guess the romantic fluffy stuff is more of a girl thing. Although I wonder if we won’t get a few male applicants within the next few days. I swear, a guy who’s romantic and even dare I say cheesy is so much hotter to a girl. You should be taking notes, guys.
Yeah. So that’s what’s been going on. Today I DDR’ed for two hours, and it was a blast. It’s been too long since I’ve done that.
It’s my birfday! Yes. I am rather low key about it, because it feels like any other day. Although I guess I get presents today. Hahaha.
I’m in the mood to dick about in bodyshop, maybe watch some Buffy. Oh yeah, and study for maths. JK, I’m never in the mood for that, but alas, I have no choice. T__T
Oh, and I have to come up with a totally brilliant, all captivating contest that will engage people until we can find out what the deal is with Allie. No pressure, eh? Suggestions are very welcome, since this is about YOU guys, after all. Not us.
